Xanga would take too much time to edit and "fix"

Okay, so for those of you who know me quite well, I have had a Xanga blog for a lonnng ass time, but seeing as I can't erase all of my old entries at one time. Which is what I wanted to do, because my life has started over and I've gotten a fresh start... one would think this calls for a changed blog. Anyways, I decided to start a new blog, elsewhere, because it's simpler and I can't even remember my other password, and it just seemed hopeless.

Soooooooo, where in the hell have I been all this time? I left my husband, thank god I came to my senses! I started falling for a guy that I actually had known for awhile...and actually my ex-husband introduced me to him, which makes me laugh!! Yeah, so I started dating him, his name is Rodney, by the way, and well things are working out wonderfully!

We are now engaged, he proposed the end of December at his family Christmas, you know he is serious, when he does it in front of his own family! I was actually surprised and elated at the same time. I know that it looks funny from the outside and as though I always move too fast, but this time, I know it's real. It's this feeling you get in your heart, in your gut and no it's not gas. I've never had this feeling before.

Okay so the proposal is only PART of my news. My other news is that I am going to have a baby, that's right people, I am going to be in charge of raising a child. God help us all! Correction, god help the innoccent child! AND YES, Rod IS the father!

Shew, so that's only part of what's going on, the rest is well, kind of a weird, twisted tail, something I don't care to go in at this moment. And prob. won't want to for some-time.

Hmmm, well anyways,we are still in Mn, we WILL be moving back to TX as soon as we can, that's part of the twistedness. Otherwise, I can't think of anything else that I can say, I guess if you have questions, mmm comment.

For now it is time for me to sign off.